Billykiss Azeez. Your Favourite Muse. Fashion Irish British Blogger. African Blogger. SS18. DressedinLucy. Ego Shoes.

Billykiss Azeez. Your Favourite Muse. Fashion Irish British Blogger. African Blogger. SS18. DressedinLucy. Ego Shoes.

Billykiss Azeez. Your Favourite Muse. Fashion Irish British Blogger. African Blogger. SS18. DressedinLucy. Ego Shoes.

Billykiss Azeez. Your Favourite Muse. Fashion Irish British Blogger. African Blogger. SS18. DressedinLucy. Ego Shoes.

Billykiss Azeez. Your Favourite Muse. Fashion Irish British Blogger. African Blogger. SS18. DressedinLucy. Ego Shoes.

Billykiss Azeez. Your Favourite Muse. Fashion Irish British Blogger. African Blogger. SS18. DressedinLucy. Ego Shoes.

Billykiss Azeez. Your Favourite Muse. Fashion Irish British Blogger. African Blogger. SS18. DressedinLucy. Ego Shoes.
Photographer: Gabriella | instagram: Gabriella_galley

Outfit
Stripped Summer Dress: DressedinLucy. Use discount code “BILLYKISS15X” to save some coins
Pink Heels: Ego
Necklace: Soufeel. Use discount code “Billyg115” to save some coins
Watch: Jord woodwatches

Hey guys,

Hope you’re doing well.

Wow after three long months, look who’s finally a new post. Feels a bit weird writing this, as in I don’t even know where to start. Honestly, I never planned on disappearing for that long, it was just supposed to be a month but it escalated quickly.

Where to start…..so I’ve officially finished university, yesssss, four years of my undergrad in the bag, we thank God. Final year was the prime reason why I chose to take a step back from blogging, with everything that was going on at that time, it literally got to the stage where I was trying to juggle so much and honestly wasn’t balancing any of it well. So I did what I needed to do and prioritise which meant taking a break from blogging.

Life after uni has been weird. It’s as if I placed so much energy, time and emotion into one thing that now it’s over I don’t even know how to go on with my life. With all the stress and anxiety from the last few months, it got to the stage where I was dying to be free but now that I am, I don’t know what to make of my life. I’ve been going through this phase of self-doubt which has lead to constant procrastination. Its as if I know who I want to be, what I want to achieve but getting there has been another story. I even bought a book, bear in mind I really don’t like reading, to help draw out that motivation and inspiration that I know I have but just keep suppressing but I’ve been procrastinating reading that too.

On another note, since I do have a lot of free time now, I definitely want to put that time and energy into blogging and give you guys a lot more new content, so do let me know anything you’d like to see. Also, thank you for 10k on Instagram, what a great way to start the summer.

Billykiss

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Photographer: Tufael| instagram: tufael_kabiri

Outfit
Black Top: LOTD
Black Pants: LOTD
Black Heels: Missguided
Watch: Cluse Use “BILLYKISS15” for $$$ off your purchase.
Clutch: In The Style
Earrings: Boohoo

Hey guys,

For this shoot, myself and Tuf decided to do something different and create art within art, so in line with the theme of the photos thought I’d share some of my favourite art-related quotes for you creative souls out there.

“To live a creative life, we must first lose our fear of being wrong.” – Joseph Chilton Pearce

“Create the things you wish existed”

“I dream my painting and then I paint my dream” – Vincent Van Gogh

“I feel that there is nothing truly artistic than to love people.” – Vincent Van Gogh

“Art enables us to find ourselves and lose ourselves at the same time.” ― Thomas Merton, No Man Is an Island

“What i like about photographs is that they capture a moment that’s gone forever, impossible to reproduce.” ― Karl Lagerfeld

“Art is not what you see, but what you make others see.” ― Edgar Degas

“The human body is the best work of art.” ― Jess C. Scott

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Billykiss Azeez. Your Favourite Muse. Fashion Irish Blogger. African Blogger. AW17. FashionbibleUk. InTheStyle

Billykiss Azeez. Your Favourite Muse. Fashion Irish Blogger. African Blogger. AW17. FashionbibleUk. InTheStyle

Billykiss Azeez. Your Favourite Muse. Fashion Irish Blogger. African Blogger. AW17. FashionbibleUk. InTheStyle

Billykiss Azeez. Your Favourite Muse. Fashion Irish Blogger. African Blogger. AW17. FashionbibleUk. InTheStyle

Billykiss Azeez. Your Favourite Muse. Fashion Irish Blogger. African Blogger. AW17. FashionbibleUk. InTheStyle

Billykiss Azeez. Your Favourite Muse. Fashion Irish Blogger. African Blogger. AW17. FashionbibleUk. InTheStyle

Billykiss Azeez. Your Favourite Muse. Fashion Irish Blogger. African Blogger. AW17. FashionbibleUk. InTheStyle

Billykiss Azeez. Your Favourite Muse. Fashion Irish Blogger. African Blogger. AW17. FashionbibleUk. InTheStyle

Photographer: Tufael| instagram: tufael_kabiri

Outfit:
White Blazer Dress: The Fashion Bible Use “BILLY10” for £££ off your purchase.
Cluth: In The Style

Two weeks ago marked Your Favourite Muse two years anniversary; on the 21st of January, I turned 21 and my blog turned two too. I intended of having a thank you post on that day or close by at least, but I was lost on what to say. I was torn in between thanking every single one of you for the endless support and love you’ve shown to expressing the feeling of loss and un-fulfilment I’ve had with my blog lately.

It started with me not having as much time to put into writing content for my post, to me not even being able to think of what to write or even being able to write what I want to say and then before I knew it that feeling of excitement and creativity I felt towards blogging began to fade. I no longer felt that sense of urge and satisfaction to create new content, I slowly began to feel nothing towards blogging. It would have been hard to tell because I was still creating new content, still shooting and posting pictures, but if you noticed I stopped sharing my work as much as I used to and literally just began to do the bare minimum.

Over the past two years of blogging, I’ve lost myself and found myself, to then lose myself and find who I want to be all over again and in the midst of all that I’ve figured out, that is the cycle of life. Throughout each up and down, I’ve tried to be as transparent as I could; through my chit-chats in my outfit posts, life updates and destination recaps just because I’m more than just a girl who likes to wear nice clothes and travel from country to country and I wanted you guys to see that.

Right now, I won’t lie I’m still in that lost stage, trying to rebrand myself and my blog, trying to decide what I want to do in a few months after I graduate from university and how exactly I’m going to achieve all these goals I’ve set for myself.

This is probably the most random and obscured post but its 4 am and thought it was about time I made that two-years anniversary post and start the next chapter. So here we are, this is Chapter III, may it be a chapter of more growth blessings, opportunities and accomplishments.

Billykiss.

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